Some days, I feel so happy to be home, under a roof, in my own shell, all by myself. But, after many days of being home, it is so boring and I feel so trapped. I can't wait to get out. Tomorrow would be the best opportunity due to the learning journey. Hmmm, what should I do today after I wake up? Anyways I gonna make it a habit to wake up before 12. And it has been successful for the past two days, yay. I feel like I wanna go to the park to get some fresh air and stroll. I don't know. I feel really sick of being home. I don't even feel like sleeping right now. I downloaded a movie but I have no mood to watch it either.

I feel upset that I can't even go for something I really like. Oh well, maybe it is not destined for me to go for it. But I will always wish for the best. If its meant to happen, it will. Oh well, it's holidays and I should be happy right but it is like the total opposite right now. What else... I also have to learn not be so attached, it really hurts man. Everything will be alright soon, I hope.