Monday Blues
Monday, February 9, 2015
Hello!
It is nearing to the end of Semester 2 and I will be a Year 2 student soon. Yay or nay? Both I guess. Yay, because I would be learning new interesting scientific facts and nay, because most or all of the modules are gonna be closed book and I am so gonna die trying to memorise the various terms.
So what did I do today...
Basically, I went to school and today was molecular cell biology lesson. I was feeling so sleepy the whole day. Luckily, the problem today is average and not that difficult to understand. Tomorrow microbiology. Yay, it is problem 15 and the last lesson. Only molecular cell biology problem 14 the rest is problem 15. Today supposed to go collect maven t-shirt and jacket but nah, I didn't wanna wait so I just left school. Yay, finally my maths UT2 from B+ to A. I am just scared for UT3 cause the later topics were kind of hard and confusing. I hope I don't get a really bad grade for it.
Current mood:
Ugh, I am not in even in a great mood. Just bad thoughts lingering in my mind. Luckily, my maths I didn't score badly or I seriously will be really sad. Hmmm, now I gotta do my piano theory homework. I am feeling so tired and lazy but I don't have a choice because I skipped lesson the previous week to go for thaipusam so tomorrow I really have to go for lesson.
Goodnight ^^
Saturday, October 18, 2014
Hello!
So today, went to northpoint with sister to buy clothes for brother and sister for padaiyal. So sad, I wanted to go safra but I could not. At night, had good food and good company. Egg and prawn sambal is great. Tomorrow will be going to tekka or town for shopping. Currently watching purge with cousins at home. School starting :( Don't like waking up early. I love you.
Love,
Shubasree
Hey blog
Friday, October 17, 2014
Dear blog,
It has been a year since I wrote anything. I felt I should at least visit you sometime so here I am. So currently its about 3 am in the morning I can't sleep because I am really not sleepy and kind of lonely. Well, lucky I have Baileys to accompany at such times. So, I don't think I even did anything yesterday. All I did was watch tv and play some random online games to pass time. At night, went to pay bills and get some fresh air.
School will start on Monday. I have mixed feelings. I am kind of happy that I will be learning new stuff but also quite anxious on what type of classmates I would get. Luckily, there are two of my old classmates. Hopefully all of us can get along well with no big problems. I am sad that I have to wake up early and I am so gonna be tired during the first week of school. So today, I guess I would be still rotting at home, watching tv or something. Maybe I would go out to buy sour sweet. I don't even know what time I am going to wake up. I don't find any point in waking up early either but I should really try waking up earlier. If I wake up earlier, I would feel sleepy earlier and won't have trouble sleeping a day before school starts. On Saturday, there seem to be some prayers at home. So, I can't wait to see my cousins and eat the various food.
Current mood: Sad and lonely
I always wished I have a friend. But no one really stays there for me. I guess I am going to be like forever alone with no friend. Hahaha. No one really thinks of me as important anyway. I am just like another option. I feel hurt waiting for you to talk to me but you seem to be too busy with something else. It is really sad to see this. Why give high hopes when you are just going to shatter it all in the end? Sometimes, I just want it to all to end and that I will stop caring. But I can't stop caring. How to even stop? Maybe things would be much better if I take things easy and not bother at all. But I can't stop thinking or having to bother :( Good luck to myself.
Goodnight.
Just bored
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
Helloooo I cant sleep. I am waiting for my phone update to be done. It's 19 days to o levels. Omg. I am sooo scared. Hope it isn't tough this year. I did not do anything much today. I usually wake up about 11plus. But today I woke up at 9plus because my mum woke me up to ask me something. Then I washed up and went to complete maths homework. Almost completed. The paper is quite hard. I spent quite some time doing the papers. Then in the afternoon I practiced piano. I did not practice for a week. I am so lazy. I have to start practicing daily now. So about 6plus left to piano lesson. I was just on time for lesson. So now I have to perfect the exam pieces and others. My dad came to fetch me home. Great :) That's about it. At night, I just chat with my friends and played fun run. Wow II forgot most of my secondary school memories. Haha. Bad memory I have. Ok I will sleep after the phone update. My phone has been laggy for the past few days. So yeah have to update.
Goodnight.
It has been 2 years
Thursday, August 22, 2013
Hello.
It has been 2 years since I last posted a blog post. Yeah I was kinda bored so I just wanted to revisit and write a post. I am still awake at 3am cause I am just too used to sleeping late. I am a night owl as you can see. Well let's see what I did yesterday. So I went to school as usual at 11am. So it was bio practical. Yeah it was fun. But the sheep heart was really smelly.
I am happy to see all my friends in penciltutor and I have great caring teachers. But at the same time I am sad that none of my sec sch friends actually remember me. The people I wish who would remember me totally forgot about me I guess. But nvm. Life still goes on. However, I am happy that at least one of my classmate remembers me and talks to me occasionally. Better than nothing.
Yeah then went home after school which is 5.
So yeah o levels in about 2 months time. So many things to do yet so little time. I have to complete the maths yearly by monday. Then have to do physics and bio yearly. Woow. Must really rush through. And I still have amaths homework left. I am happy to have a great amaths tuition teacher too. His teaching is awesome. He gives me confidence that I can do well. Haha. Regret that I never look for him earlier but nvm. No more time to play and just have to rush through till o levels is over. It will be over soon. This is my second time so I better do well. Oral on monday. Hopefully I would be relaxed and do well. Good luck to everyone.
I am feeling really tired now. I am going to sleep yah. No school tomorrow so I can practice more a maths and e maths.
Goodnight.
Love,
Shubasree
Wah no holidays for me...
Supp lessons, cca, courses :(((
I hate waking up early...
Lessons are totally boring, but yeah have to work harder...
Today so irritating... Teacher shout like crazy...
Okay well, that's in the past now...
Goodnight :)
Had a great Halloween on sat...
I was a... sadako?
Kk... Had fun taking pics with ppl and all :)
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Hihi this few days have been emo-ing...
I will try my best to forget and let go..
Have to be happy :(
Why do I keep thinking of useless, stupid stuff..
:(
I feel like I am a nobody...
